Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in zizzer's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
1:39 am	I think so... Well, I'm still around and kickin' Things are going alright I guess, I love my G/F more than anything in the whole world.  She keeps me going through the good days and the bad.  Summer could be a little nicer, we've had rainy grey days for as many weeks as I can remember now.  Not that rain isn't cool, it's okay, but thunder and lightning is sweet....nonetheless....we've had all of the former and none of the latter.  Welp, I guess that's about all for now.  Off to sleep, then off to work....ahh routines... Current Mood: good Current Music: Orbital: Blue Album (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
3:14 am	What to do.... Well, things have been pretty sour lately, just a whole load of bad luck all around.  I haven't updated in a while, but mostly because I wasn't sure what to write and couldn't get up the energy to actually write it here.  My girlfriend and I have had a few arguments lately, nothing incredibly major, but nonetheless I don't think any argument is a good one.  I just want to be everything I can to her, and I hope she knows that; hopefully moods improve soon.  Other than that, work has been pretty steady and boring, I've got a lot of free time lately.  I'd like to get back into arcade game collecting/repairs, but am definitely lacking the money and space right now.  Yep, money is currently a very large problem....ever have 12 months to pay for something, and you keep putting it off and putting it off until you realize you only have 2 months left....yeah, well that's about where I am right now.  Not to mention credit card, cell phone, and car-related bills.  I hope to have everything worked out by August, maybe I'll have to sell a few more things on eBay, but I'm kind of running out of interesting items to put up.  Anywho, I'm not really what else to type and I don't want to ramble.  I've been in a less than stellar mood these past 2 weeks, and I hope more than anything that things improve, I need the strength to will for the best here.  One thing is for sure though, I will never give up as long as I have things worth fighting for, and I certainly have at least one very special person who is more than worth it to me. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Nothing in particular (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 29th, 2004
2:43 pm	Doin' okay I guess Well, I haven't updated in a while.  Had some pretty bad times and some pretty good times, but that's nothing too unusual.  Things are going okay for right now, I hope this continues in a upward trend, I could use some good luck after what's been going on recently.  I'm feeling pretty impartial right now, not too bad, not too good; I'll just have to see what happens this coming week (although I already know my work schedule sucks ass) and try and go with the flow.  I've been stirring up too much hatred lately, and that just doesn't do anybody any sort of good....So, here's to me, about to try my best! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Billy Talent - How it Goes (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
8:34 pm	Sweet Well, what I mentioned was worrying me in the back of mind yesterday came up today about 3:30AM (that was damn quick) but everything went great!  Things worked out as well as I had hoped for, I can't even believe I was worried about anything in the first place.  Plus, I'm still in my good mood, maybe this can be like a new perma-good mood thing for me, that would be too awesome and I'll be hoping for such.  Only thing missing in life right now would be some more moolah, but isn't that almost everyone's problem, lol.  Hope things keep looking up, I'm doing my best to be everything I can to all my friends, family and my girlfriend.  Definitely looking forward to going camping on Friday, sweeeet, this will be a huge test for keeping my good mood as I've never been camping before and we might be going with some people I don't particularily like....so if I can get through this with a smile, everything will be A-OK.  And oh yeah, thanks to all my friends and everyone who's been there for me and looked out for me.  Later. Current Mood: content Current Music: Megadeth - Dread And The Fugitive Mind (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
7:42 pm	Things are good I've been unusually happy these last two days....I still have some worries in the back of my mind that have been with me for a while and which usually bug me.  But now I've decided to say screw 'em, and I'll deal with them when they come up rather than letting them control me.  And if the answers I choose for them when they arrive don't work out, then screw that too, because one way or another things will start happening. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Metallica - Frantic (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 16th, 2004
8:13 pm	Glad things turned out Had a rather large spat with my girlfriend last night, I was a jerk in a virtually unforgivable way.  When I got home from work this afternoon, I wrote a letter of how sorry I was about what happened and left it in her mailbox.  Not even an hour later, she phoned and forgave me....I couldn't believe it, she is so good to me even when I know I don't deserve it.  I am so eternally grateful for her. She's having a girls night and I'm gonna go hang out with the guys, things are good again, and I couldn't be more relieved.  Well that's about it for now, back to watching TV for a little bit before I head out.... Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Billy Talent - Lies (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 13th, 2004
11:38 pm	Live Journal-itis Well, my friend Matt talked me into creating this heaping pile-o-lies which you see before you. I look forward to the joys of anonymously showing the deep inner hatred towards friends and family, which can only be expressed in online journal form. First point of the day...I think Harrison Ford was a great actor for his time, he's right up there with anti-lock brakes in my opinion. That's all for today, I hope this has been enlightening for you, thank you for your unclean visit, and come again! (Comment on this)